Border-Line

Is it a black day or a white day,
I don't know.
Will you hug me or hit me,
I don't know.
Life ain't easy when you say:

I hate you,
Don't leave me,
can't stand you!
stay with me!

I can't count on you,
but want to.
I can't dismiss you,
but I should do.
What shall I feel when you say:

Fuck you!
I love you!
Fuck you!
I love you!
Fuck you!
I love you!
Fuck you!
I love you!

I love you,
I hate you!
I love you,
I hate you!
I love you,
I hate you!
I love to…
…hate you!

Finally I made my decision,
it was really hard.
I killed you, with your permission,
but it broke my heart.
Now I miss that you say:

I hate you,
Don't leave me,
can't stand you!
stay with me!