Hearing her cry totally destroys me.
You can think you have it all under control, things are going to be okay... and then that sound... I'm crushed to the ground, brought down in an instant. The pain comes flooding back, but it's pain of guilt. I feel guilty as hell, for pulling the plug. But those who know the real story will tell me that I shouldn't feel guilty. I did what I had to do. But I still can't shake the feeling that I did something so terrible to her, that what I did was unjustified, and that I should open my arms and get back together with her.

I don't know, man.
I really don't know.