What is it with today? I feel...
you know. that old feeling i often get. maybe it's the weather. It's dark and rainy looking today... but who am I kidding? If I had to put a reason why I feel like shit today it would be because I'm missing something. someone. Maybe not anyone in particular (although I'm pretty sure there's that too), but as I was sitting at my desk in the office, listening to my really kickass mp3 player, I couldn't help but think back to the past couple of years. I'm done going on and on about I-Used-To-Be-Happy-But-I'm-Not-Anymore. I'm not unhappy. just lonely.

But.

coming home from the office, heading up to my room, a smile is etched upon my face as Shinta has prepared a little something for my nearly-there birthday.

I guess I'm not that lonely after all. :)