This photo was taken in 1967 in the zoo of East Berlin.

The photo tells a story from my psychosis time in 1988:

When I was ill and I thought I were special, in an East-West-test etc. - then I thought I noticed a heart pain in the look of the little boy, this heart pain, wich had a great influence on me in my psychosis (see the diary).

As this photo was, as it seemed, a documented evidence of my special abilities, I thought I had to destroy it. I don't know anymore if I cut it in pieces or burned it away - however, I've regretted this doing very much after the psychosis.

Luckily, I got a copy of this photo from a family friend in Hamburg years later.

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