About me "I’m just an organism floating into nothingness." Who I am - "I am at the right place, at the right time, doing the right thing". Originally, I was born in Germany in 1983. After school I trained in graphic design and continued to work as a Web Producer maintaining the online shop for a well known beauty company in Germany. When I felt the urge to see more of the world I decided after a short trip to New Zealand to go for another training as a Foreign Language Secretary and after that was being offered a work experience in a language school in England where I could use and improve my language skills. So it happened that I arrived in Eastbourne beginning of 2006 initially for six months only. However, I terminated the work experience after a couple of months for various reasons but instead of going straight back to Germany I knew I had to stay. And trust me, that wasn’t a coincidence. After many different temporary jobs I finally ended up in hospital as a housekeeping assistant. Working there awoke the always present need to do more for people. I was then already attending a healing course and additionally started looking for work in the healthcare sector. Presently I’m working at the local hospital in Eastbourne as a Healthcare Assistant. At the end of 2010 I completed a two year course with the International Network of Esoteric Healers. My way of healing has changed a lot since my first healing course. And thanks to my background in graphic and web design I am able to create my own advertisements, business cards and websites. I offer voluntary public healing sessions as well as private sessions and Tarot Card Readings. How it began - From childhood onwards, I had a certain awareness that there was more around us than most of us could see. Most of my perceptions then took place subconsciously. When I was about twelve years of age, I became more and more aware. I read every book that came along and experimented with different mediums like crystals, tarot, dousing, inspired writing/painting and healing. All the knowledge appeared to be there already, and all I had to do was to become more aware of it and find a proper way to use it consciously. And although our physical body needs time to learn stuff like walking, talking, reading etc., it is only a question of time until the mind gains control and can enter the fourth dimension. My path - I have a strong urge to learn things. Am constantly educating myself, discovering completely new areas and only feel satisfied after I achieved what I wanted. At the same time I’m also interested in other people’s opinions and experiences. All too often I’ve been told not to ask so many silly questions. I realised early that I was different and followed my own pathway. Much to the amazement and misunderstanding of others. I seem to mature unusually quick and “grow” out of my appearance leaving me looking rather precocious. Alarmingly, I realised that I had to leave people behind as they couldn’t cope with my fast progress. It is a lonely path, provided with interesting stops where friendly people are waiting who are keen on helping you. Nonetheless, it seems to be difficult to find someone who takes the same route. I trust my gut instinct. It is important to listen to your inner voice. It will change one’s life. Every support will be granted and life will be joyful and exciting. My life plan and purpose - I’m here to help all living beings by giving a little support with health, strength and spiritual guidance and to bring them closer to who they really are. Due to my own experiences, I know that I have a certain, even life-changing influence on people. I go to where I’m being guided and stay where I feel I need to. My Philosophy - It is all about simplicity. "OM", the infinite word, together with the “I am” are powerful enough to create your life. We are steering fast towards a new way of awareness and heightened consciousness which unfortunately brings with it a rapid rise in mediums, fortune tellers and self-help books that can be by far too overpowering and instead of raising consciousness can add more to the confusion. The answer is simple: We are here to have this unique experience on earth and shouldn’t grind to a halt the minute everything seems to collapse. We need to understand that we grow with experience. And we need to see that it is the bad experience that we can learn from most. My philosophy is based on words by the Dalai Lama: Simplicity, Kindness, Happiness and Compassion. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Whatever we say, let us speak clearly and to the point, in a voice that is calm and pleasant, unaffected by attachment or hatred. Look kindly at others, thinking, it is thanks to them that I shall attain Buddahood. The Dalai Lama About Spirituality - For me, Spirituality is not a religion, but a way of life. I have a vast interest in many different religious systems. I see that most of them follow the same idea, they just give it a different name. I do not belong to any religion, I follow my inner guidance. However, although I believe that Jesus was the best healer that has walked the earth, I express an interest in Buddhism and Hinduism. I believe their teachings are closest to the truth. How I got into healing - Healing is not a gift – it is the remembering of an ancient wisdom. Personally I don’t think you become a healer. It’s more likely that you were born with a certain gift and the decision has been made far before your day of birth. I always had a sense for healing. I somehow knew where there was a blockage or what the underlying problem was. That sense developed itself during the last decade. But it wasn’t until I moved into this lovely seaside town, joined a development group I was introduced to and, just in time, was told about this healing course. So I signed up and finally learned how to use the healing energies properly. Clairvoyance - I don’t want to call myself a medium as I haven’t fully developed my clairvoyant skills. But I am very sensitive and can pick up on things that someone might not even be aware of themselves. I am here to help those who got lost and struggle or find it difficulty to get on by giving a little support with health, strength and spiritual guidance. I might have answers to some questions; other answers will have to wait until the moment is right. I do get information when it is needed. So never hesitate to ask. If you have any specific questions you are welcome to have a Tarot Card Reading which might bring more clarity. How I met my Guide - I grew up with the picture of a Guardian Angel behind me who was there to protect me from the worst. When I started to open up I began to sense a warm sensation on my left side whenever I thought about my angel. It is a nice and comforting feeling. Like as if someone places a hand gently on your shoulder. A couple of years ago, I started sensing someone, usually in the other corner of the room, but always keeping that distance as not to interfere. As I can still be quite doubtful in myself, I thought, if I’m really able to see things others can’t, why is it always the same? I surely imagine that. So it took another couple of months until I read about Spirit Guides for the first time. First I thought, yeah, right, but slowly it started making sense. And suddenly I realised who that figure in the corner was. I slowly worked on overcoming that fear of the still unknown, and finally asked to come closer. It was the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. There was nothing to be afraid of anymore. I’ve even been given a name and after that met my guide in many meditations and feel his presence more conscious. The Day I Was Born - A demonstration on Synchronicity If you would like to learn more about my psychic development you are more than welcome to read my extended story. To download the free 22 page word document(101kb) klick here.